. What I do not have, the lack of fitness is where I am focused rather than my evolution as a dancer.
Pushing as a model of a way of being has produced a lot but then became my downfall. I love the feeling of doing and completing and achieving. Home, art, career. How about myself as a dancer, my highest wish? How do I release barriers to self-love in the body?
Self-love or being in the eternal is another way to make a commitment to this timeless living. The inner being is not judgmental it just delights.
So I am going to focus on the now in my body. Constantly focus on the feeling of life flowing through the body which is you. No judgment on form let the inner me flow. The form reflects it. The imbalance in the body reflect is the imbalance in the thoughts. Everything is a flowing of love. This practice is part of personal evolution.
How about relating to the body just for fun?